Evrydaystarstruckboredom

title says it all....

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

My thought for The dayyyyyy....

Greetingz my planetiers.. nehoos, yes, its been eons. My bad. But hey, I've got loads of shitz to do, which i've not done yet. So yea, good question, what the heck have I been doing? Errr...other shitz to do. hehe.. Well, a good update would be informing you ppl that i'm down to my last semester of my degree course, blabla..and hip hip hooray!!! I see hope down this eeerrie tunnel..(speaking metaphorically if u didn't know..) and currently sitted my lazy bum blogging smack in the middle of Melbourne city.. how COOL is that?? really..its not. well, my so called break, having a book on my lap, trying so hard to believe that women can juggle 2 things at one time.. (gives a sneer)

Oh well, back to what i really want to say. Basically, i've been hearing news from random people that this is a bad year indeed..for most Pigs and dogs, and i dunno what else, we've been encountering countless problems ever since this new year started. Most of it revolves around R-E-L-A-T-I-O-N-S-H-I-P-S. Who agrees with me? Just in one week, 3 friends of mine just either broke up or are having a time-Off.. well, bullshit to such a word. Seriously, when a guy just says he needs time off becuase of his career build-up, that's when you shud start reading between the lines. So, you mean I'm in the fucking way now? Am i at your damn workplace everyday? DO i annoy the shit out of you everytime ur out with ur colleagues? Do i crave for attention when i don't get any? Why the fuck do you need time when u clearly have the time in the WORLD to work your way up? Isn't it better when u come home knowing you've got food to eat rather than eating out alone? or trying to get someone out to ear with you? its so silly, really. (that's a lure of course) Goodness me, when u're a 22 y/o young adult i guess these kinda things do evolve in time right? I'm presuming ppl reading this are certified matured individuals who can think straight. I'm sorry, being blunt is my thing. Its just that i can't stand men, Who think they're all that when they're clearly, solely either insecure or just bored of women. Look, JUST BE FRANK. You want us or NOT? don't get us all paranoid and worried.. don't think that when u get the emotion running through our heads, its fun, cause you men, will suffer the consequences.

Same goes with those who aren't sure of their other half. Being together for years and years doesn't signify marriage. And please... do you even see youself growing? Its just sad to realize after say 5 years together, you realize that maybe he's not really your type. Maybe he doesn't deserve me, or maybe i should open up my options.. I don't blame u girl, but what ever you do, girls should have the right to choose their happiness. Uh-Huh..as unfair as it may seem, its only very gentleman of you guys to do that, after all that you've put us through.. we only ask of this. I just think that people who were in it, and fell out of it, this is your only chance to get yourself back together. He may be a bitch to you, so can you. Or guys, if she's been a bad cunt lately, (I'm sorry for my indecent language) you know you should get a better one. U know what i mean. I just wished HITCH did exist. I'm not an expert myself but i do know how much i need to work to make a whole relationship work out well.. my secret, a pair needs a balance. You're lazy, he should be fucking hard working, you're the listener, he's the speaker..and vice versa..nvr the same at any time, he's a pig, you're the maid..you're the window shopper, he's the buyer.. :) stuff like that. Its hell lot worse when Long distance hits you. But i think all in all, it has taught me what you need and don't need when he's around or not around. I"m just really deep in my thoughts right now. excuse me... i need foodd...tata.