Evrydaystarstruckboredom

title says it all....

Monday, November 22, 2004

paperssss!!

Evrydaystarstruckboredom

Shiieett..i left my old tag board in my last template...Yea, thanx to my illiterate knowledge on HTML stuff..now i don't have a taggie..someone, please help...nways, exam has been super-duper mind-blowing..er, not good k.. Just have two more to go and I'm a free birrrrdddd!!! I've to learn about animals..ANIMALS you know!!! how dead boring is that???!!!! aahh..i'm gonna trash my nights away with constant reading..that's what i'll do. Well, can't say much for now. I miss home even more now. Leaving preeetttyyy soon...hahahaha...yayay!!!! ok, back to the books for now!!! tata!

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

For my sweetheart...

-Come Back-

Those were the days of laughter
We pick pillow fights and showers
What deemed impossible to be
Was solitude to me
My dreams were filled with flowers and kisses
Thrown to me and smelled like sweet peaches
What's left is to hope again
Never again to feel pain
Come back sweet baby of mine
All i want is to feel fine
I don't want you to be fantasy
Hugs, kisses and tough are reality
Where have i gone worng, I wonder
The love I felt so deep, now I ponder
Will it live again and stay?
All these i can only pray
Come back sweet baby of mine
Make the lights shine
So i could see and be me
And know that i'm free
Every night turns to morn
So a new days is born
What's new to come, I hum
Is you and me we become
'Be patient' you said and pleaded
Never was I patient I dreaded
But God spoke and said the same
Guess impulsitivity is to blame
Come back sweet baby of mine
Don't you want what's yours mine?
Cause you have me for life
Always and for life.

I love you baby, if this is what it takes, bring it on...

Thursday, November 11, 2004

counting the dayz...

yes, i'm counting the days till i'm home. Everyone says there ain't much to look forward to back home but its still gonna be my home sweet home. I'm never done reading..you know once i attended this sppeeeed reading course..where u're suppose to learn to read and understand things faster, hmm...guess i've lost that talent..or skill rather.. hehehe!

Ever since i've moved out, i've never ever walked my legs out as much as i've been walking these past 2 weeks.. simply because i don't drive a darn wrecked up looking junk car, no, not a car, some motor running with wheels, and i guess i could just manage my life here with two legs and a bus..you know, when i leave, one thing i'll miss is the buses here..you don't see a speck of dirt, you don't see stupid so-called grafitti, you don't sit next to perverts who just have nothing else better to do but stare at breasts and asses while u stand on the bus..and yea, you get a " hey, how are you" and "have a nice day" service from bus drivers.. polite is what i call it. Guess someone could at least start spreading friendliness around people of Malaysia... But then again, who would think ur just being nice? U'd be labeled some siau lang back home.. try it to some stranger..oh actually, better not. being nice to someone is just isn't safe anymore. Its just calling for trouble.

I'm just dreading to see unwanted people of the society when i get back. Not that they are any significant in my life, but the mere fact that it really disappoints you to see how morally demented some individuals are. Sara and i were just pondering on what Malaysia would feel like again.. yea, barely 6 months away but i'm feeling its been eons. My friends would know who i'm referring to relative to what i said..We are not flamboyant about ourselves or our friends closest to us, we just gotta accept the obvious right?

Nways, something extremely hilarious happened yesterday..ok, don't mean to be rude or something, but we were doing our groceries yesterday in Foodland..and we saw this weird looking person walking by. that person was old i reckon by the hair colour, it was greyish, whitish..and really, he looks like an ordinary man..except for a few things.. hahaha...he had breasts and moustache together!!! now, is that man or woman?? i don't know!!! but i guess she's a woman after all..only after we heard her speak..hahhahahahahahaha!!!!! You just had to be there to see for urself!!! to see the look on our faces!!!! yea, we get some weird looking humans here too..

I'm missing my baby..he's not here, and he's a bit depressed. Would God send 'little princess' there for me? Well, i guess everyone falls into depression quite often..he's a strong boy, and i know being weak only makes us stronger..Miss C wants to go home and study now..Miss C wants to eat too...steaks on the wayyyyy!!!! YuMMy...tata world!!